day 56/787




day 56/787

Originally uploaded by Qathi

this whole off camera light doesn’t seem as predictable. I know that’s not true but… I just don’t have the hang of it. Need a book or something.

My mood has been in the dumps because I went off the head pills about 2 1/2 weeks ago for good well guided reasons. It’s been bonkers. It’s an experiment. Don’t know that going off will be worth it, but there is only one way to find out. So, my emotions are 0-60 in 4 seconds, one wheel off the ground until I can shift a gear or two and get leveled out. It’s too soon to tell if going off the drugs will help the insomnia any. I think it will. Melotonin only kinda works xanax totally works but I only have a sample, and really it’s trading one for another. Hopefully what I have will reclock the circadian rhythm and I can get back on a more normal schedule. B is helping by adjusting his with me, so we’re not working against each other.

Tuesday, November 11th, 2008 Uncategorized

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